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In my attempts to connect with people, I've become a "social chameleon" of
sorts, adapting my interests and opinions to suit those of my companions,

much like a social butterfly.As a result, I've become a jack of all trades when

it comes to friendships - capable of holding a conversation on nearly any

topic, but a master of none.
As I reflect on these experiences, I am reminded of the saying "less is more."

While my desire to connect with everyone around me is with good

intentions, I must remind myself that quality is often more important than
quantity. In my efforts to befriend everyone, I risk diluting the meaningful

connections I've made along the way. It is a constant balancing act, but one

that I am determined to master as I continue to navigate the ever-changing
sea of relationships in my life.

Despite this, the final form that I have taken is not without its share of

missteps and errors. One incident that comes to mind occurred during the

11th standard when my closest friend and I switched academic streams. It
was almost an automatic response for me to cut off all ties after 2-3 years,

and so I decided to ghost him. At the time, I didn't even feel remorseful

about it. It wasn't until later, after finishing my 12th standard, that I was

about to repeat this pattern of breaking off connections, but the best
friendship I had was during that time. Furthermore, social media has

connected everyone, making it harder to let go of friendships. This was when

I realized that my life's patterns had conditioned me to feel uncomfortable
when I didn't sever ties after 3-4 years.

It's easy to wonder what might have been, to imagine how different my life

might have turned out had I experienced different things or lived in different

places. But in the end, it's the unique collection of experiences that have
shaped me into the person I am today, for better or for worse. So I embrace

the memories of all those schools and all those faces, for they have helped

me become who I am, the person who never quite fits in, but who is always

ready for the next adventure.

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